Erasing the chapter of life were it went from good to worse. A whole new year will start before you know it, and all the things from the past will be forgotten. Knowing, and missing my first relationship causes me to feel bad overtime. Even though you remain the bestfriends, there is a slight change in things. As the end is near you find yourself wandering alone, and thinking of graduation. I feel left out like I was never friends before. You forget that all things that made you friends start to fade. Thinking that how much has changed before. Not talking loses interest to others while your focusing on other things. Later the relationship with friends makes everyone changes. Starting new in a High School filled with new opportunities, and not seeing the same people anymore. There may be some going, but who knows the plan we all made changes. From splitting up with the old friends we use to be in 6th grade/ Elementary, and leads me apart from everyone. Shall I just be the on who stays the same. I will be determined to find new friends in a new year of 2010, but forgetting middle school, and all my friends will not be OK. Of course I'll be missing everyone, but at the same time I don't belong anymore to some old friends, and maybe I should just wonder off with my life. I want to start off fresh... I just want things back to normal... Am I the one who changed?
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