Wednesday, January 13, 2010
EASY FLOW.
Flowing through my mind are a lot of things, but they can't be taken away. Memories spent to together, and first time meeting. Easy texts, late nights, calm feelings, and all that. Over worked, and then you. I had a crush, but was it easy enough to say-what I wanted to say. Was it meant to be, or was I ready anything. I liked you, and you liked me. Yes was go, let's try this out. I know I am shy, and it seemed more awkward. I un-easy feeling, like I was in love, stressed, and confused at the same time. First time with someone, and things in common. All I really wanted was a best friend, but I was tempted to do is to have a girlfriend. I'm not ready, and will not until awhile. After things started to slow down... Not much talking, but best friends. It seemed much easier to talk. After awhile I learned the mistakes I made, and the past. You really need to know a person before you go out with them. I really don't know this person anymore, and maybe things aren't the same as they use too. I need a fresh start in things, and don't need this drama happening everywhere. Something new happens each day, and the thing that hurts me the most was a lie. I would never be mad over something big, or jealous. I rather know the truth, but to see a ending makes me sad. I'll clear my mind, and let these last quarters end. I have better, and bigger problems to worry about. I start to regret it now. I really need to concentrate, I'm glad I've done it sooner. I just hope for the best in High school.
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